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| Hey guys!!! What the fuck is up mayn!?! LoL It's been a long time AGAIN that I haven't posted!  This is Chris and me yesterday (Easter) LoL yeah we're still together!!!! LoL Wellllllllll my 16th birthday is in 13 days!  I'm so excited!!! So far, i think it's gonna be one of the best birthdays I've had! LoL We shall seeeee. Bueno I'm getting my braces off in 10 days  I can't wait either!! LoL Just 3 days before my birthday, how awesome is that?
Damn i gtg i promise to update later! <333  <Kittie JC>
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| Hey peoples!!!! How's everyone doing? Again, it's been a while since I've updated... Hope everyone had a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! and a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! It's already 2008 and I'm stoked!! New year, new problems, new oppurtunities, new things! It's badass, I hope this year turns out to be a good one and not all sucky. Well since the new year, too many intresting things have been going on. I'll explain later, but besides that I'm here in Austin with my sister. Got here yesterday and I'm leaving on Monday. Who knows when the next time will be here but I had fun while I got to see her. Alright, well I'm still with Christopher!! haha shocking, I know! It's gonna be our 11 months in about 9 days. (the 14th) Then after that, on Valentines Day it'll be our 1 year anniversary!   I sometimes, too, stay shocked myself that we've lasted so long and only to continue our relationship. heh But turns out he might not be here on Valentines Day..but it's okay I guess. He's got a golf tournament the 15th and 16th and they're leaving the 14th. I told him to go but he might just not go to be with me. Isn't that sweet? LoL Yeah, I didn't get to spend Thanksgiving with him since I was here in Austin but I did Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Years. I orded his Christmas present online but it still fucking hasn't gotten here so LoL he still awaits his present.  Hope he likes it, I got him a PSP...Well yeah, I dunno what to get him for our 1 year anniversary/Valentines Day. I know I'm gonna make him a cake shaped like a heart with chocolate hearts all over..Yeah, I don't know what else. LoL Ah damn it I have to get ready, got to go ttyl take care! | | |
| Hey Guys!!! OMG its been so long since i've updated this shit!! LoL I don't even remember doing that last one i posted.. wow...  WELLLLL....... UPDATE: I'm still going out with Chris muh Gordito..actually tomorrows gonna be **9 MONTHS!!!** hehe We've fixed things between us...I guess the only reason things were really shaky was because i was always busy with band and him with football. But yeah.... Schools there...LoL I skipped too much like the first six weeks and if I'm absent one more time, they're sending me back to Cigarroa..  poochie caca LoL I'd miss Martin too much. I failed my Spanish 3 class the first six weeks. LoL YES, I'M MEXICAN!! DOESN'T MEAN I KNOW SPANISH... Hopefully this six weeks and next six weeks i'll do good.  My mom said if I pass the class, she'll give me my texting back. Yes folks, she took off my texting! LoL pretty much sucks cause I love texting...grrrr....LoL well Bands there. I didn't perform in the last competition. But I still went!! They got a 2  I thought they did better than that but I guess not to the judges. Everyone else in Laredo got 1s so que awite. LoL Oh well..I mean come on, Sosa left and Montalvo became the new band director...we were bound to suck! LoL I heard next year we're doing a show based on space and shit and we're gonna have alot of props so i fucking hope things go badass next year. It is state next year!!!  Things with the family are there, too. I miss Cheena chingos but we're gonna go spend Thanksgiving over there in Austin with her! 9 more days and I get to see her!! Can't wait. Oh I have class with my Tio Gilbert. LoL pretty cool just he doesn't give me 100s. But yeah we're always talking during class. hehe oh and his wife, Tia Irene, She's pregnate!!!!!!! Sooo cute!! hehe ummmmm my Tio Richard is getting in a divorce with his wife, my Tia Mary. Que bueno, she was a fucking cunt and NO ONE liked her. Pos ta pendeja and she married my tio just to get money out of him. Bitch, hope she burns in hell!! Using my tio....jeez man. What people do for money now a days. GOLD DIGGER!!!!....Whatelse *thinking*...Oh my cousins from McAllen moved to like Alabama or something. Pobresitos...I'm not gonna see them that much..That sucks cause as it is I RARELY do see them, just sometimes on holidays and pos chinga man...they're badass. Love ya kiddos! My Grandpas birthday is this Saturday. Wonder what we're gonna do...hehe hope his cake is good!! Mis amigos estan bien. I've noticed I'm getting to know alot of more people AND I'm getting close to people too. I hope thats a good thing cause any close friends that I had were from other schools and well it sucks cause I hardly talk to them so yeah. Me and Erika are close for example. hehe She's my sister! haha Sometimes people even ask if we are sisters. We just cool like that.  And Carla and me are getting close too. We hang out during lunch so yeah...we cool too. The FFK todavia vive!! Frankie, RJ, Me, Erika, Ricky, Luis Last time we all hung out was Halloween.. It's been too long. I'm talking to alot of my exs again, don't know if that's a good thing. AND i'm finding out alot of ppl like me...even girls! LOL That's how good I am! As for ME ...still have my braces. UNFORTUNATELY!!! LoL, wanna get them off already! Maybe a couple more months... I was black. LoL Literally...too much sun from summer band. teehee but ya not anymore, I'm kinda going back to my "normal" color. I was breaking out from stress a couple weeks ago. Got that cleared up! LoL I cut my hair a couple weeks back. It's a little longer than how I had it freshman year. It looks pretty. And my hairs actually curly now. LoL AND I colored my hair!! I bleached the bottom half of my hair. It's like white and yellow (supposed to be yellow) but it looks badass. We went across to get it (yesterday hehe) she left it on too long so its dry at the tips. Gotta do a treatment so it cant heal and shit. But yeah, looks cooooolies. ummm I've been dressing nice lately. I don't know why but I've felt like it so lol who knows maybe I got a new style! hmm whatelse whatelse..I lost weight...im gaining it back though! LoL Sucks bolas but hey its gonna be winter. Well I got to go, got Spanish homework  Hopefully it won't be another couple months till i update. ttyl take care Tootles!<3 | | |
| Yeah so, 6 months later....Feb. 14 (Valentines Day) I started going out with Chris...The love of my life. Well, whatever...we've been together for 6 months and like...I'm starting to think twice about this now. I mean, everything was going so fucking well, what happened...who changed? WHY?! He's being weird, unless it's just me...Like shit...I don't know. Alot of my friends are telling me to just break it off, or take a break. I want to but...at the same time I don't. I know I've said this about alot of guys but he's different than everyone else. Like I said, I'm just not sure what happened...I mean, he says he's totally in love with me...he even lost his virginity with me. Unlike some guys, he has emotions. He's cried infront of me before and he's not afraid to. But lately, he's been mean to me I guess. I'm a FUCKING JEALOUS person...straight up the ass and well, he had this picture of his cousin and he showed it to me. He said "mira mi prima lol she eats more than me" and I told him "ay leave her alone" and he said "babe don't take this to another level like u usually do lol but i think she liked me" and pos i just stayed quiet and he said "it was scawwie lol but she was still cool well for a 13 year old =P like im all grown up" and i said like being sarcastic "i bet u were all hitting on her teehee" and than he said "well she was prettier than you lol" and with that i got fucking pissed...Like i don't know...you don't fucking tell you're girlfriend that you COUSIN is prettier than her. Even if he was joking, he knows how I take shit like that. But nah like whatever...It did make me feel bad but like...sorry heh im crying. =(...*sigh* I don't know...I think I'm just gonna like send him an email saying it's over, if he wants he can go with his cousin. I mean, tambien, I have blame cause I always tell him about guys that like me but I mean I tell him cause it's people he knows that already like me and shit and usually when I tell him it's funny (atleast to me it is) cause of what they say or someone else says. But chinga...I dunno, like I AM gonna send him an email..I just don't wanna regret it later, you get me? Like...when Im single I ALWAYS get that feeling that I miss having that other someone. I miss having someone call me or leaving me voicemail/texts saying that they love me. Like...I dunno...I mean I was talking to John, Josue, RJ, and Erika about this and they alll told me to leave him. Josue told me to just take a break but everyone else was like noo Kazzy leave him, look what he's doing to you and shit like that. But...*sigh*...I dunno I feel fucking sad right now and I just wanna go to my room lock the door and cry forever. And I feel so bad cause of Frankie. Like..well he's been trying to get with me lately cause he even knows all the problems I'm having with Chris and well RJ told me that he's always thinking about me and like he feels bad cause I fall for other guys and not him and shit and it's like...He's a fucking awesome guy. I love him to death, he's sweet and nice and everything but I don't know...I've always just liked him in the way that I know nothing between us will ever happen. Well i told him that and also that I'm just another girl, nothing great and Ive been having lots of problems right now and seeing him hurt over me just makes me feel worse. Well he texted me back asking how come I couldnt just fucking wait and shit and then another saying hes sorry that he just wished things could've worked out in the end but like I don't know. He's great and everything but maybe me and him were just meant to be close close friends. John on the other hand...we were talking and he was saying that he misses me so much and that he regrets not asking me out and alll this stuff...I miss him too, I'm not gonna lie cause he actually got me over Orlando. But he stopped talking to me cause he said I lied when I really didn't... I told him, he just didnt listen. But yeah, he's been wanting to get back with me..LoL and it's funny cause even when I started going out with Chris like he told me "if anything ever happens between you and Chris, I'm here for you...in many ways. And well, maybe we can make things happen right between us" LoL I dunno...like RJ told me...maybe i just need to stay single for a while. With marching season here already, I don't have time to have a boyfriend cause I barely even have time for me other than school and shit. And that I should have fun these couple months thru band and it would suck that i cant if im being tied down cuz i have a boyfriend... But yeah, I might just end up being single again... hmm well...I really don't know whats gonna happen but I just hope it all works out in the end. Im gonna stop now cause my wrists hurt...felt good getting SOME stuff off my chest... | | |
| hey everyone!!!!how's all muh lovely peepers doing?! Haven't updated in sometime..i know...but finally I am!! LoL I got caught up using myspace and since it's not working on my computer lately I felt like writing on this thing. LoL So like right now I'm not doing anything. It's 2 and I woke up a while ago and ate some cereal. Checked to see if my Myspace was working again but no...and well now I'm just chatting here like a loser. Sooo yeah...I don't know what to write about now..LoL hmm well last time I updated was a loooooong time ago. When I barely met Hoover. LoL Yeah, so like alot of shit went on between us cause I found out he had a girlfriend and he lived with her so we stopped talking for a while. We still talk every now and then but nothing special. I had started talking to this guy from Nixon. His name was Ray. We went out but for like three days. We never talked or anything and he said that everytime we did, we would fight. I was like i guess doode...I liked him alot and supposedly he "fuckin loved me" but he never showed it. Hah...the word love...used without a care now. But umm yeah he got pissed cause I started talking to one of his friends John. Well not really friends but like they knew each other. Now John....he was something special to me..like really he was but I guess he didn't feel the same way. He supposedly was going to ask me out sometime after his birthday but we stopped talking before. His nephew told me he realllllllly liked his bestfriend. Everytime i'd ask about her he said they were just friends and that was it. Well, I had gotten mad at like I got pissed at him and stuff. We talked about it but I never really told him why. He just sorta stopped talking to me. I called him on his birthday and everything but I know he didn't wanna talk to me anymore. I got over that. Sometimes I wish that didn't happen, but hey, what could I do about it now, right? Eh...I've felt so screwed over by guys lately. LoL I swear...Karmas being a fucking bitch right now but I deserve it. All those times I was a bitch to the guys and stuff...Well yeah..During the summer I finally met one of these cute guys I had a crush on in middle school. I was in 7th grade and he was in 8th. Id always see him and I thought he was super cute but I never talked to him. Well yeah he added me on myspace and we started chatting. At the time I did have a boyfriend (Ray) and I told him he was like chinga! LoL then the day I went single again I told him all happy and shit!! LoL It was stupid but yeah. His names Chris. He's a sophmore right now at Cigarroa and he knows a bunch of my friends like Mikey and Miguel. But yeah...I like him alot right now but I'm not gonna fall just yet. I've been hurt alot lately and until I know he really does like me alot...I'll fall. LoL He asked if I was talking to any other guy that I might have been intrested in or something and I said no and I asked him and he said yes but he knows that nothing could ever happen between him and that girl. I found who she was (all stalker, no?LOL) she's super pretty and I'm more than sure he likes her alot. Eh....that's why I said I'm not gonna fall just yet. He keeps saying we're gonna go out and stuff and like wow, I'd really like that but I don't know. John said that, Hoover said that...look what happened with Ray. Eh..I don't know. So yeah, that's my love life. Schools been good. The vacation holidays were badass and I didn't wanna go back. I got Band first block, Writing skills second block, Biology third block, Geometry fourth block, and Health Science Tech fifth block...I like all my classes, they're badass. For some reason I especially like biology. LoL We take a bunch of notes and we do really easy work so it's fun. I don't know why..LoL Bands been okay, I fucking miss marching season straight up the ass even though I really never had time for anything It was sooo worth it. In a couple weeks we got the parades. I might, just might, play bass for the parade. Peter asked if I wanted to be in bass cause they only had four and they needed a fifth one and he said though of course I was gonna be playing 1st bass..LoL I was excited but I really don't think I am. I mean...I'm a freshman that barely got there, they don't know how I play or anything so. Eh..who knows. I wouldn't mind playing cymbals but hey..I miss my baby. LoL Familys been okay, I guess. I miss Chris being down here with us. When she came down for the holidays it was sooooooooo badass. Sharing the bed with her again and having her mess all over. Eh, I wish she could be back. Can't wait for the summer though. Me and her are gonna work out. She's starting to get into the gym mode LoL and I'm glad she is cause now I finally have a partner. =D But yesh yesh, when she comes down we're both going to be working out together. I need to start if I want to have a good body for the summer. I actually wanna go out this summer to partys and what not. I miss doing that and well....summers the best time to do that. I think I'll be going to summer school..who knows. Nato might be moving out soon. Like around in March or April maybe May. He's gonna get an apartment with some friend and I think Lindas gonna move in too. Yes, he's still with his girlfriend. They got like a year and a couple months together. =) Hehehe My mom finally found a decent boyfriend. His names Tony but yes, he's married. *rolls eyes* But that supposedly he's going to be leaving her to be with my mom. He's nice and everything but my mom wants to get married with him already. Well he wants to get married with her. But I don't know...I told her, if he moves in or you get married with him, I'm out of this house. Who know's what will happen. She told me recently that they wanted to get married and well all because of her I got my eyebrow pierced. I told her why and she said that was no reason to get. That it was a stupid reason and stuff. But whatever, I just love my piercing!! =D hehe I look funny in the picture but whatever. I just want you guys to see the piercing. It's sooo badass but it's been bruised all badass. It's like green and blue and purple. LoL It still looks cool though but my mom said that the bruisings already going away, hopefully it is. I got it last Saturday so it's been a week already. It stopped bleeding like the second or third day so yeah I'm glad about that. =D hmmmmmmmmmm My brother in law and my sister are going to get in a divorce soon. Long story but pobresitos....I'd hate to end up in a relationship like that. But it seems like now a days, relationships and marriages don't last anymore. Hahaha well ima gonna eat now I'm hungry. I'll try and update again sometime soon. Who knows, maybe i'll do it everyday like I used to=P take care everyone!! tootles<333 | | |
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